This is me(:

When i was at least 9 or 10 i was diagnosed with cancer. My lungs were weak and I needed a tank and mask to help me breathe. After I was diagnosed i didnt go to school. I was home-schooled. I never really had any friends. My best friend was my mom and my other best friend was Kimmy. I didnt go out a lot. I was a 16 year old lady and didnt go anywhere. I knew how to drive and all but you know. With the tank to carry and the mask its just really hard. One night my mom came into my room ” Grace, please will you go out and live life a little? Please? I have a flyer for a support group for kids who also have Cancer just like you.” ” Mom, Support group wont help me with anything.” i said. ” Please Grace. Just give it one chance?” I sighed and got ready and left. 

My mom dropped me off and told me she will see me in an hour an a half. She waved bye and drove off. I walked into the church and saw bunch of kids. We all sat in a circle. The support group manager was Tom. Tom went around in a circle and asked what we were diagnosed with. I wasnt really paying attention. All my focus was on a guy. Sitting right across from me. He stared into my eyes. He had a little smile in the corner of his mouth. We stared like it was love at first sight. I looked at him. He was dark-brown haired guy with toned muscles and he had dark blue eyes. He had the perfect smile. He was so dreamy. After the circle we just sat around playing card games. I went to get a drink and the cute guy came up to me. ” Hi pretty lady. I dont think we have ever met. Im Jason Smith. Whats your name?” I smiled and laughed. ” im Grace James. Nice to meet you. Typical guy.” He smiled. ” i like you Grace James. Wanna watch a movie?” I smiled ” i thought you would never ask.” We ditched Support Group and went to his house. 

We got to his house and he held my hand.He said “So…do you wanna go downstairs?” I nodded ” where are your parents?” He shrugged. We went downstairs and sat on the couch. he sat really close to me and held my hand. he put his arm around me.i put my leg on him. i leaned on his shoulder. it was really quiet. I put my hand on his thigh. He moaned. I laughed. He didnt laugh. he looked at me and started to put his hand up my shirt. i didnt stop him. i let him go. he then started to kiss me. I let him. i took off my mask and put my tank to the side. i laid on top of him as he held me.we made out for at least 15 min. he then took off his shirt. i took off mine. he took off his pants as i took off mine. we then almost did it. but then i stopped. what was i doing? Was i really gonna let this guy do this to me when i just met him. i put my clothes back on and sat back on the couch. ” Im sorry. I just couldnt resist.” he said. I laughed. we watched the princess and the frog movie cause it was his favorite. it was also mine. at the end of the movie i fell asleep. when i woke up i felt something on my lips. i opened my eyes gently and saw Jason kissing me. i started to kiss back. he smiled. ” Will you be my girlfriend Grace? I know we dont each other but we can start now.”  I laughed and nodded. ” okay babe.(: “ 

i didnt see him till friday night. he came over to my house this time. My parents went to D.C for the weekend. He then came to my room and pushed me on my bed. ” Babe….can we do it this time?” to be continued….

This is the end of a sad chapter….not the end of the book.